besT Fren

i n her wil go along wif use best fren...
best fren o fren... i duno...
bt i wil share my ting 2 her...
i wil make sure i can help my family in their difficulty...
no tink...
n dun tink d...
nw my ting r a lot...
anyting i oso hv 2 do...
tension n stress...
bt i wil do it well...
next time meet her jz tink wanna try o nt lo...
haha... ^^

NothINg

boring...
bored.. bored... bored...
talk from yesterday...
yesterday gt a ppl say 2 me...
can say is an wei me lo...
huh...
i oso kena ppl an wei...
haha..
she say next time find a ppl love me more than i love de ppl...
everyone oso wan like tis...
bt to me i dun tink so...
coz y can find a ppl love me same wif i love tat ppl?
if de ppl love me more than i move her...
i tink i wil b de 1 who can break 1st lo...
if like tat wil b more ppl feel dwn lo...
huh... :(
i tink mayb is me love her more than she love me kua...
den she kno i stil tink bout her...
actually nw i cant b alone...
if nt wil simply tink....
she tel me worth meh i stil tink bout her?
bt to me...
tis is feel...
i cant do anyting...
it cum 2 me automaticly....
mayb i stil no put dwn o kua...
mz jia you o...
den cum to 2day pulok...
my body tat get snake cum serious d...
duno y it start 2 cum again..
nw de me cant predict wat wil happen 2ml...
mayb wil gd...
mayb nt...
huh..
if like tat pass away i oso duno hw 2 do..
life oso nt totally xiang shou....
mz keep positive ar chyuan...
jia you...
everyone hv it hapi ting...
bt y tis few month i oway unhapi?
y? y? y?
nw no nid kno la...
kno oso cant help anyting...
chyuan...
u mz gambateh...
i oway believe after rain wil gt beautiful rainbow de...
i can pass it de....
jia you...

StUpId

i m so stupid..
i duno y...
mayb tis is fate kua...
haha...
2 day b4 yesterday...
i so stupid go ajok her go out...
i d kno de ans...
bt i stil go ajok...
haha...
at last failure cum 2 me...
actually i jz wan gv her bec her phone...
i..
huh...
duno hw 2 say...
mayb i should change sum plan...
cal ppl like fren gv her bec?
o when gathering gv?
bt when gathering wil paise le...
huh...
sucks... brain stuck d....
like me oway unlucky...
like 2day..
i go eat mangis...
i like fruit bt i duno mangis can harm my body...
coz i gt snake at my body...
so i cant eat smt tat gt toksik...
so nw feel pain lo..
huh...
1 month d....
oso cant recover...
from i break til nw...
tis snake oso along...
hw jz can recover?
i duno...
doctor go c twice d....
tey say me tension...mz release...mz relax..
bt i jz gt problem at relationship ting...
mayb i nt totally 4get lui kua...
bt mz gv me time ma...
go c chinese wan...
tey say i simply eat...
huh..
i d everyday eat vege plus rice onli..
so kelian...
bt tey say me like tat...
i miss chicken la..
huh...
i hope o unlucky ting go away faster...
hope lucky cum bec...
huh... :(

BaD DaY

a bad day...
2 bad day...
3 bad day...
bad day... bad day... bad day....
recently i cant b hapi...
i make my self hapi, tink bout hapi...
bt o fail...
when gt ppl i can b usual...
can smile...
bt when alone...
huh...
life is like tat...
mayb i should pass smt like tat de gua...
yesterday gt gathering...
bt i go... tey o ask me relationship ting...
bt i oso duno hw 2 ans...
at ter nt c her....
mayb she is avoiding me kua...
nw i d try put dwn o de ting le...
phone wil gv her bec...
o she gv me de ting i d keep d...
yesterday soon say 2 me...
she dun like ppl fan her de...
bt i d fan her so long...
so she dun wan accept me...
nw i kno de reason d...
huhu...
say wan 4gt oso hard...
sumtime drive alone oso simply tink...
gt 2 time wan accident d...
luckily ntg happen.. so dangerous...
nw i n her losing contact d...
signal o gone...
n i kno mayb i dissapoint her a lot so i jz get smt like tis...
nvm la...
hope it can pass..
mayb next time dun wan gt date d la...
1 ppl mayb wil nt get hurt anymore...
jia you...
i kno chyuan can do it de...
gambateh...

day 15

15 day can say much oso can say jz a few...
it jz 2 week n a day...
bt to me...
its much...
i live in suffer tis 15 day...
nobody can share wif... nt like previous...
i...
tis few day she study much... sleep onli 2 hour...
like tis she sure veli weak...
like tis she sure veli stress...
like tis she sure veli helpless...
bt tis few day i oway msg her...
disturb her...
othough i jz wan 2 b recover...
bt wat i do is wrong...
i should gv her time 2 study...
gv her time 2 release her tension...
i kno tis time she sure dun wan me help her...
n her dun wan my help...
i wan do o de ting 2 her...
i can b sacrifice...
i wan take a gd result 2 her...
bt i cant do it...
i study study study o de time oso cant use...
mayb i nt gd in tis subject...
i wan talk 2 her...
bt cant....
hope she can do her exam well...
i wan keep o de memory bt i cant...
nw i keep a ting a ting into de box...
2day i keep de letter...
de valentine letter...
so sweet so nice...
haha...
bt i cant hv it d...
duno 2ml wat wil i keep...
2day keep 1 ting i d hv my tears...
it hurt...
bt day i oso hv 2 pass..
jia you ar darling...
u sure can pass well in ur exam de...
jia you.... o de best...
tis is my wishes...

no title

long time no on d..
coz com spoil...
huh...
a veli dissapoint n sad ting happen...
o de ting nw jz can b de sweet memory....
actually i stil gt feel on her...
bt...
rmb gt sum1 at side is veli sweet de ting....
rmb when i gt ting sure gt ppl wil share wif me...
rmb when v go trip is veli hapi de...
rmb when sum1 sad o stress sure gt ppl acc...
rmb....
o de ting cum so faz n go s faz...
nw jz can rmb...
ntg 2 do...
hope i can go bec 2 previous...
2 earn bec wat i hv...
2 more concern bout sum1....
nw i sick...
get snake...
n her face exam...
i reali wan stand at her side support her like when i face exam....
bt hw 2 do...
i duno hw...
nw i jz can pray 4 her 2 get a better result...
rmb lazc time when she wan facing exam v oso facing trouble d....
luckily at tat time v recover it bec....
bt tis time it cum real...
erm...
o de best 4 her...
jia you n gambateh...
dun sleep too late 2day.... coz 2ml exam ar....
i doing ntg at home....
jz hope she can b hapi, no stress, get gd result....
hope i can recover faster....
nw o de ting i cant do....
lay dwn oso a problem 2 me....
hope my ting is after rain d...
coz after rain a beautiful rainbow wil cum out...

harD Day become pasT Tense

wow...
wat a relief...
de worst de hard d pass...
at tis 4 day test i jz can say stress n tension...
i jz sleep 10hours 4 tis 4 day..
hope my hard work worth la...
bt anyway...
if nt her encouragement...
mayb i d nt going 2 study d...
thx ya darling..
oway support me...
yeah...