six

wat is six?
six can b written as 6 o oso VI...
in hokkien..
de pronouns of six can b say as luck...
wow...
so gd noh...
hehe...
bt i wan 2 tel is 2day six is important 2 me...
yeah...
hurray...
i n her 2gather 6 month d...
in tis few month...
i kno her important...
i kno her good...
i kno her tempered..
i kno her life...
i kno her style..
haha...
can b say i kno her everyting...
she is gd...
n thx 2 her...
6 month edi...
she oso prefer 2 at my side..
supporting me...
she is de 1 i love so much...
hope v can b long lasting...

HAPPY HALF YEAR ANNIVERSARY...
BE FOREVER YA...
LOVE LING MUCH...^^

^^

^^
thx a lot..
gt ppl sayang is nt same wan...
feel so warm so comfortable...
yeah..
2day she hv english test...
gambateh o...
she can do it de..
i believe her...
i trust her...
although she nt touch tis kind of ting so long d...
bt i stil kno she can go it de...
jia you...
i oway supporting u....
try ur best ya...

No TiTle

she no sleep yesterday...
bt i fall asleep..
i say i wan acc her den i cant tahan...
when i wan sleep..
i cal her..
coz i miss her...
her voice..
her everyting...
den i tell her 2 sleep nt too late...
veli surprising is...
is i nw i jz kno she nt yet sleep...
huh...
y like tat..?
r she can stand 4 de whole day?
i duno...
in the morning i msg her den i dun receive any reply....
i tink she is on de bed lui...
i tink coz she sleep late so wake up late...
bt...
she no hear my advice...
i so woli bout her nw...

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hv 2 start a new day...
hv 2 start study wif my timetable d...
gambateh n go go go..

ImPOrtanT

an important oway mz do by me everyday...
tis nt a doubt...
tis is 2 miss sumone tat important 2 me..
she...
same wif me oway tink bout our memories...
everytime approach 2 sumting tat v approach 2gather b4...
i sure wil refresh bec...

yesterday i go astaka..
i c a gal standing at wer u stand...
i tink is u...

yesterday i sit at the bec of library study...
i tink u sit bside me...

tis sat i wil outing 2 go cut my hair...
r u stil go out wif me?

tis kind of tinking if ppl kno is like i m stupid...
bt due 2 me...
it feel sweet...

vitagen...
outing...
lunch...
library...
bt...
trip...
cny...

o of tis is mt sweetest memories...
i love her...
i wil try 2 gv her a lot of hapiness...
tis is wat i swear...
miss her so much...

ExaM

Exam... EXaM...
cum nearer n nearer...
tension n stress no stop standing on my shoulder...
sumtime feel wan fall dwn...
bt wat 2 do..
o tis kind of ting mz face by o student...
n i m de 1 oso acting as student at tis moment...
let me take tis as the biggest challenge 4 me at tis time...
i wil try my best..
wil nt b look dwn again from others...
seriously...
tis time i d make a timetable start from 2ml...
everyday at least mz study 2 chapter...

"tis is a mz..." i talk 2 myself...

let do it...
n o de pupils in matriculation...
especially my fren...
gambateh...
v can do it de...
jia you n go go go...

tIreD

yesterday til 4am jz sleep...
study study oso cant in...
so fed up...
so frust...
bt nvm...
i stil rmb her say wat 2 me...
dun aim so high 1st...
one step one step 2 approach success...
i kno my standard...
i should spend more time than other ppl...
she ar she ar...
oway i gt problem i sure wil tink bout her...
c her photo...
den automatically i wil smile n b energetic again...
ter is oway an ans 2 me 2 solve my problem..
othough like tat i stil feel tired...
hehe..
coz sleep too late...
2day nearly miss de 1st clas..
hehe...
mujur SEMPAT...
2day duno her gt face wat problem o nt?
she send a msg tat like she face any problem...
i so woli...
i wan 2 b de one tat can help her when she gt problem...
hope god bless her...
ntg happen on her...
if gt anyting she wil tel me de...
miss her much.... :) ^^

bAd MoOd

huh...
duno y 2day i feel so bad...
so unlucky...
2day de akaun giant teacher say me pulok...
n i so unlucky 2day i nt yet finiz de past year...
o can say i forgot to do 1 chapter...
coz i tink 2day wil hv bincang onli 1 chapter bt its 2 chapter 2day...
den i jz write de ans dwn so tat when i do i can check lo...
unlucky mean unlucky...
he ask me whether i gt do o nt...
i wan cheat him bt i scare ltr he cal me take 2 him n c...
so i jz say i nt done yet...
den he shoot me...
he shoot o chinese r best compare 2 other...
tis is coz chinese more hardworking..
bt oso gt a few tat is nt....
coz tey r malas...
wow..
tis probably is shoot me...
i wan prefer he nt say me oso cant coz he say wif looking on me...
o can say is stare on me...
den he say my hair pulok...
i kno my hair is long...
bt he say like tat...
he say he d scold bout my hair so many time n i nt cut it lui...
previously say me like gengster...
nw say me malas..
o he say...
wat 2 do...
i jz can b sit ter n control my feeling lo...
nvm...
den gt student ask me y u get scold u oso no hv feeling de...
tis was hurt...
r me hv 2 show my anger...
if i show den wat impact i wil hv?
den tey say i nt improve...
after say mz improve ma...
huh...
tey wan me angry o wat?
mujur gt my classmate n a few kuliahmate help me say...
coz tey o kno i nw start study d...
n tey cal me nt to concern bout tat...
nt 2 concern bout tat stupid giant...
kk...
i do 4 my right...
i wil nt care other tink bout me hw...
i jz serve 4 my right...
2day i unlucky...
nt mean everyday i wil b like tat kua...
hope so....
huh...

MisS

nw i jz finiz study 1 chapter...
ekonomi ekonomi...
so frust study tis kind of ting...
bt i hv 2 take it...
so nw i relax a while...
ltr continue o go 4 sleep..?
i stil nt decide yet...
hehehe....
jz feel miss u so much...
tink bout u bao bei...
sleep d?
hope u sleep d coz u 2ml hv fitness test...
mz eat 1st jz go ya...
dun let ur stomach kosong n full when wan do exercise...
make it at normal...
2 bread i tink can d...
2ml jia you o...
blieve urslf can do it...
try ur best...
bi oway supporting u...
bi is ling de la la dui..
hehe...
jia you jia you...
ling r de best...
jia you jia you...
ling cant b defeat...
hohoho....
rmb 2 trust urself...
dun make u nt confident...
everyting u oso can do it de...
hurray...
miss u so much n love u so much...
muaks muakss muaksss....

Comment To You

Actually i no sleep yet..
n i d c ur blog at 3am..
i wan write it bec 2 u bt de line is worst...
u nudge me at msn i oso at 3pm jz c...
yesterday v no play game coz everyone hv their ting 2 do...
so i so late jz c..
i oso tink bout u so jz go 2 c ur blog...
y u cant sleep u nt try 2 find me?
y u wan talk u dun wan call me?
y u so late u dun wan sleep yet?
i kno de ans..
u sure dun wan disturb me de, rite?
n u cant sleep coz u gt a lot of ting to do...
u sure veli stress...
n u oso tink of me...
i oso tink of u..
i hope i can at ur side when u nid me...
i love u...
bao bei...
jia you...:)

YoUr FinAl DeciSion=mY FiNal deCIsiOn

LoVe YoU...
actually i dun wan left u de...
if i left u i duno hw can me survive...
bt 4 de sake of u i wil do it...
bt mujur u say v no nid...
wat a relief...
i so nervous when u wan ans me...
til i heard ur ans i straightly bcum hapi...
hehe...
hurray..
i love you...
bao bei...
can v keep it longer?
u ask can me tahan?
i ans u tat i sure can tahan...
i love u so much n i wil nt let u go d..
i promise...
can?

A Shock!!!

i nt tink her wil c my blog so faz...
unexpectation...
hehe...
everytime i say i gt write jz she wil c de...
nw she c it so faz...
unbelievable...
when i c she cal me...
i was nervous...
othough i gt wan decide a way 2 settle de problem...
bt i stil scare 2 face tat kind of situation...
i dun wan v so faz pisah...
when i take it...
a shock cum...
she say she c my blog d...
n she cry...
wat a shock 2 me....
coz i d promise i wil nt let her cry ma...
bt after talk wif her i feel so hapi..
i jz kno she care bout me so much...
so much so much..
can extend 2 infinity....
v talk n talk...
i feel hapi n sweet tat time...
tis make me lagi duno hw 2 handle de situation...
i cant lie myself...
i love her so much...
tis is de truth...
so when i wan face it i sure wil feel scare de...
bt i kno tis kind of situation wil b solve de...
hope nt bad ting happen bt is vice versa...
tat is gd...
love her much...
muakssssssss......^^

yesterday

life in here so boring...
tiring...
i jz sleep 4 2hours...
haha..
cant blame it oso...
tis day i oso make her angry...
bt i oso get hurt by her word...
she say her mum say wan study n maintain a relationship is hard 2 do...
bt i tink if when study oso cant when work oso cant la...
den she say dun hv financial oso cant maintain it...
i kno tis true..
it hurt more...
bt wat she say is o rite...
wat i tink is oway nt gd wan...
simply tink wan...
tis is my weakness...
i wil try my best 2 fix it bec...
wif her i can sacrifice a lot...
i wil try my best 2 make her hapi rather den me...
seem v losing contact 4 so long...
i d feel nei jiu...
den 2 pay bec wat i do wrong,
i acc her de whole nite..
i study study til morning 5.30am++
den i jz go 4 nap so tat when i go clas i stil gt energy 2 pay attention...
bt tis day reali tiring...
actully i gt clas til 3pm onli...
bt teacher hv extra class till 4pm...
nvm more 1 hours onli...
bt aftertat i hv 2 go tuition at cubicle...
tis make me more tired...
actually i tink i wan hv a nap 1st when go bec...
bt it seem nt so much time 4 me....
coz i hv 2 prepare my business kuiz...
i study when bec 2 rum bt i feel sleepy more then study..
so when i in kuiz i oso blur othough i do finiz de question...
n i dun tink i can get a gd result tis time again...
i wan sleep early tis day...
bt assignment hv 2 pass up 2ml...
so i do finiz jz sleep...
tat tome is 3pm i tink...
huh...
1 most ting is i injured my leg...
i duno y..
mayb is de match btween malay n chinese kua..
so i walk jz can 1 step 1 step...
so pain... huhu...

day before yesterday

on wednesday..
tis day full of sadness n angry...
tis day i make a greter mistake in my life..
i make my important ppl angry...
she say she mayb cant talk wif me 2day coz she nid 2 go her mum office,
bt at tat time i tink i nid a talk wif her,
at last i tink i rather dun let her so stress, busy n rush 4 de sake of me...
den a misunderstand occur...
she write in blog like she is fairly dissappoint of me..
1stly she wan 2 b de gal oway supporting me...
bt in tat blog she say she tired...
i feel so scare...
i dun wan 2 go without her...
she is de most important 2 me...
den i go play badminton...
bt i cant b concentrate...
i d c her blog 1st jz i go 2 play...
at tat time i play is de worst i tink...
nvm...
jz play ma...
n i jz go ying chou akaun 1...
at 6pm like tat...
i change 2 play basketball...
wif de worst playing style...
v chinese lose de match wif malay...
tis nt a criticsm match..
jz a friendly match..
bt duno y malay take it so serious...
mayb 2 previous match tey no win kua...
at tat time tey find o gd malay basketball player cum...
stil gt subtitution...
bt our chinese jz a few...
i n my partner actually no cum de...
bt i d at ter court n c...
so tey cal me go in play...
jz a friendly match...
bt v chinese b say by a malay v r noob...
v nt strong at o..
tis make me angry...
other malay stil friendly 2 us n gt their sportmenship...
bt tat particular guy...
i duno hw 2 say him...
if him a gd player y he cant represent college 2 play in kakom...
nvm..
let it go...
next time tey cant win so easy coz v wil well prepare 2 compete wif them...
a gd player...
huhu...

how?

2day i n her gt talk...
i kno she love me much...
n i love her veli veli much...
nw v at critical situation...
v oso duno hw 2 do...
nw v o oso busy...
assignment...
exam...
study...
n many other ting lui...
she say mayb v jz prefer 2 pisah 4 a while...
coz when she busy she scare she nt acc me den v surely gt problem de....
n i going 2 hv final exam d...
she...
exam, muet test n assignment o cum 2gather...
make her more tension...
c her suffer like tis...
i feel veli pain...
if i let her go alone 4 a while wil b a better way o nt?
nw i jz scare if v pisah a while...
i scare wil b 4ever pisah...
i jz woli bout tis...
bt if v pisah...
i tink she is better coz she hv less ting 2 woli n tink about...
she wil nt woli our relationship...
wil nt rush everyting 4 me...
wil nt tink 4 sacrifice herself 4 de sake of me...
tis make me confuse...
wan o dun wan?
i love her...
so wat 2 do is de best way?
tink tink tink...
c de ring on my hand...
wan take it out a while o nt?
o hv 2 keep it 4 forever..?
c de watch de phone...
hv 2 keep it in a place i cant c o nt?
i scare v pisah 4 a while i wil miss her more n more...
her pic..
i tink i oso should nt c it d...
if ltr v gonna pisah 1st n c...
i tink tis is o de best way nt let me suffer kua...
mayb 2day i wil c de pic 4 last time...
den let it bcum our memories...
memories...
tis is de sweetest memories 4 me...
i nvr so hapi b4...
nvr feel so sweet...
nvr feel comfortable when wif everyone..
she is de 1st n de last ppl can make me feel like tis kua...
wat she done...
so perfect...
at previous, i sure wil b gd 2 o gal around me...
after i wif her 2gather...
i jz wil tink bout her onli...
other gal i d nt so much concern...
hw 2 say ar?
nt no gd wif other gal bt i wil b more gd 2 her...
n i wil nt betray her...
yesterday akaun nite...
i n meng khai jz stand ter n talk onli...
so many ppl cum 2 wan our photograph...
malay...
chinese...
i jz feel comfortable when photo wif kelantanese, khai n my kuliahmate...
others?
i duno wat de feel is on me....
i jz oway tink like i m soli 2 her...
wif other gal photograph i sure cant so hapi de...
nt same when i photo wif her..
at o de trip i go along wif her i feel tat i veli hapi...
i feel o our sacrifice is worth de...
hehe...
refresh hw i start chasing her is so funny...
haha...
tat is in form 6...
when i kno she wif her previous bf nt 2gather d...
i feel is de time 2 chasing her d coz i d start like her from form 5...
n i b rejected so many time...
she say she dun like me...
bt i stil keep chasing her...
i duno y...
mayb i love her too much kua...
den when i kno she wil go in matrik...
i d pray i oso can go along wif her...
haha...
wif god bless me...
i get it oso..
den i oway 2gather wif her...
in library, eat lunch, buy vitagen 4 her n 1 most important is...
is she stand at her rum outside 2 c me trainig basketball...
i feel so warm tat time...
den bad ting cum...
she get de penguruan course...
i kno tis is her dream so i nt say wan she stay at matrik...
i let her go 4 her future...
othough i dun wan like tis...
i cant b selfish ma..
when she wan go out d... she hug me...
i feel so nervous tat time...
haha...
4get smt... b4 tis v oso gt go outing 2 kuantan...
jz v 2 ppl onli...
tat oso a sweet memories 2 me...
coz tat is de 1st time i hold her hand...
den she go out matrik n left a letter 2 me...
tis make me feel so sad...
den i oso keep chasing her...
wif msg n cal...
haha...
so stupid ar me...
bt i tink tis is worth...
at last at 1st of october v 2gather d...
den v go date...
she cum trip wif me 4 de 1st...
v go tc, ecm, bmm..
so hapi...
den second is v go kl...
v stay at soon aunt house...
v go many place n she noh buy a lot of ting...
walau e...
bt i stil hapi...
den is chinese new year...
v bec hometown...
v spend a lot of time 2 go out 2gather...
n tat is de 1st time she willing 2 play bol wif me...
haha...
den is a trip again...
tis is de most memorble coz v photo a lot...
v go sp, cp, jm...
den v go eat a lot of ting...
haha...
o of tis is sweet memories 2 me...
i wil nt 4get...
i wil keep it in my brain 4ever...
n i so soli oway make her angry...
mayb tis is de last post i wil write bout her if v ltr wil pisah...
she wil oway in my heart...
no one can replace her...
i love her...
tis is a fact...
cant change d...
ltr c hw is going on den i wil choose de better way 2 settle tis problem...
if i c pisah is better, i wil pisah 4 de sake of her gd...
if i c pisah nt a gd way sure i wil nt pisah...
c de situation la...
i love her..
hope she wil b hapi 4ever...
hope o her dream wil cum true...
hope her future wil b veli bright...
tis 3 hope is my dream n i tink it wil b realise...
o de best 2 her...
gambateh....

being scare...

ling...
i hv no mean de...
actually i tink u wil cal me when u finiz...
so at tat time i tink if i no go play bol mayb v can talk...
bt tink furtherly...
if u kno i waiting 4 u...
u sure wil rush 4 it de..
i dun wan u so tension...
dun wan u so rush...
i wan u b relax...
nw u on holiday..
muz relax more..
i dun wan b selfish..
i d c ur post...
wat u do everyting is 4 me de...
i d feel touch when c ur post...
so i oso mz tink bout ur feeling 1st...
i love u...
so i dun wan u so xin ku...
i wan u 2 b de most xin fu wan...
tis wat i dream...
wat i tink...
pls dun b angry...
wif u...
i wil nt b tired...
if u misunderstand me...
i wil make u understand de...
so tis is wat i tink jz nw...
hope u c it u wil kno wat i tink d...
hope u wil c tis blog...
i duno hw 2 contact u d...
jz praying nw u wil c my blog...
love u...
ling...

谢谢

名，谢谢你。。。
如果没有你我真的不知什么是爱。。。
不知道怎样才会开心。。。
现在就只剩下你一个人而已会听我讲心事，
会与我分享。。。
没了你，我真的不知要怎么办。。。
谢谢你的一切。。。

名，谢谢你。。。
这一次真的让我有意外收获。。。
你的付出。。。
你的陪伴。。。
你的所有。。。
最重要的是你为我准备的一切，
我真的没有想到你会为我做这么多东西。。。
礼物也很特别。。。
你浪费了很多时间。。。
我真的很开心。。。
从来没有认为我这样做的。。。
你是第一个， 也是做后一个。。。
你的陪伴让我心里平衡很多。。。
谢谢你。。。

名，谢谢你。。。
谢谢你没有生气我的愚蠢。。。
没有生气我的疏忽。。。
没有生气我做了害羞的事情。。。
也没有嫌弃我的背景。。。
还那么的帮我。。。
我真的很愧疚。。。
但又很开心可以有你在我的身边。。。
觉得很甜。。。
谢谢你对我的谅解。。。

名，谢谢你。。。
我爱你。。。
谢谢你因为让我爱你。。。
让我成为你的永远。。。
我爱你是不会改变的。。。
永永远远就有你一个人。。。
希望你别嫌弃我哦。。。
总而言之，谢谢你坐进我的人生，让我感觉到这世界还有温暖的。。。
这一次的见面虽然有很多酸，甜，苦，辣。。。
但我还是很开心，因为有你的陪伴，我已心满意足了。。。
我爱你。。。
也谢谢你。。。

huh...

in ur opinion...
in him eyes...
o is my fault...
u o tink who m i....
u say i spend more money.... yup i kno is my fault...
bt tat nt in kl i spend finiz...
i take de money at november n finz at 1st of feb...
i kno tis is my fault...
i kno u o veli suffer....
hv 2 post money 2 me is de most suffering thing i kno...
i cant do anyting nw...
bt in future i wil gv u a lot of money bec...
i wil let u 2 enjoy ur life in de future...
i promise...
u say me no concentrate in study, no pay attention, oway learn wat my fren do....
bt hv u c my hardworking,
hv u c wat i gv out,
hv u c my tension...
NO!!!!
bcoz dun wan let u o dwn, i try my best in study....
i stress, i tension...
who can i talk 2....
my fren o gt family support, can talk 2 their family...
bt me?
u o jz wan me 2 success....
bt u o nt concern bout my feeling...
scold scold scold....
i d change my way on spending money...
oso coz of u o...
bt wat i gain...
NTG!!!
in u 2 opinion...
my 2 sis r de main...
tey r ur child...
tey onli can study further...
tey onli hv future...
me?
haha..
on u o eye if i gt future is jz a joke...
u can cal me go out work n 4 them 2 study...
i kno i in secondary school no hardworking n get gd result...
bt nw i try my best...
moreover, tis nt my favourite course...
bt i tink tis is him, my father help me 2 take it 1...
so i dun wan dissapoint u o jz i study hard...
everyday i late sleep wake up early 4 wat...
when i wif my fren i play coz i reali cant concentrate...
bt when tey o sleep i jz gt de time n space in study...
no ppl disturb...
bt u o kno...
jz c my appearance bt nt deep inside...
i jz hope u o can care bout me, kno my important...
tat o...
nt too much rite...
hope u o wil kno...
i put u o in de 1st... nw til 4ever...
bt hope u o oso do it on me...

my fault

i duno y...
i duno y i wil angry her...
i mayb too tension...
o i bengong d...
she is a gd gal... meet her is my pleasure...
everything she do 2 me oway touch my deeper heart...
everytime she talk 2 me i wil b veli hapi...
everyday v sure wil talk 4 once...
bt...
y tat day i no wait 4 de cal nih?
wat wrong on me...
if i gt tension i should talk wif her ma...
y i nt gv her a chance 2 care bout me?
tat day when i angry, i put my phone a side....
when i take up my phone... i saw her msg... SHE GASTRIK...
wat a relief.... i oso hv a shock...
i actually nt angry her de, i jz dissapoint on myself 4 wat i m doing...
i straight apologise 2 her...
luckily she nt angry me...
when talk wif her on tat time... i feel v bec 2 normal d...
at tat time i so hapi...
after talk... i pray 4 her so tat wil nt pain again...
n i hope she wil rmb my advise so tat she wil oway eat smt...


i kno u blieve me de...
i kno u jz joke...
i kno...
bt it too late d when i kno...
sorry ya...


hope ling wil oway b hapi...
hope v can 4ever...
hope v wil hv nt much of quarrel... if gt oso hv 2 settle it faz....

i oso hope v wil meet soon...


you r de onli 1 i wil sacrifice 2 make u hapi...
you oso de 1 i wil nt say tat 2 words.....
i love you...
muaks....