how?

2day i n her gt talk...
i kno she love me much...
n i love her veli veli much...
nw v at critical situation...
v oso duno hw 2 do...
nw v o oso busy...
assignment...
exam...
study...
n many other ting lui...
she say mayb v jz prefer 2 pisah 4 a while...
coz when she busy she scare she nt acc me den v surely gt problem de....
n i going 2 hv final exam d...
she...
exam, muet test n assignment o cum 2gather...
make her more tension...
c her suffer like tis...
i feel veli pain...
if i let her go alone 4 a while wil b a better way o nt?
nw i jz scare if v pisah a while...
i scare wil b 4ever pisah...
i jz woli bout tis...
bt if v pisah...
i tink she is better coz she hv less ting 2 woli n tink about...
she wil nt woli our relationship...
wil nt rush everyting 4 me...
wil nt tink 4 sacrifice herself 4 de sake of me...
tis make me confuse...
wan o dun wan?
i love her...
so wat 2 do is de best way?
tink tink tink...
c de ring on my hand...
wan take it out a while o nt?
o hv 2 keep it 4 forever..?
c de watch de phone...
hv 2 keep it in a place i cant c o nt?
i scare v pisah 4 a while i wil miss her more n more...
her pic..
i tink i oso should nt c it d...
if ltr v gonna pisah 1st n c...
i tink tis is o de best way nt let me suffer kua...
mayb 2day i wil c de pic 4 last time...
den let it bcum our memories...
memories...
tis is de sweetest memories 4 me...
i nvr so hapi b4...
nvr feel so sweet...
nvr feel comfortable when wif everyone..
she is de 1st n de last ppl can make me feel like tis kua...
wat she done...
so perfect...
at previous, i sure wil b gd 2 o gal around me...
after i wif her 2gather...
i jz wil tink bout her onli...
other gal i d nt so much concern...
hw 2 say ar?
nt no gd wif other gal bt i wil b more gd 2 her...
n i wil nt betray her...
yesterday akaun nite...
i n meng khai jz stand ter n talk onli...
so many ppl cum 2 wan our photograph...
malay...
chinese...
i jz feel comfortable when photo wif kelantanese, khai n my kuliahmate...
others?
i duno wat de feel is on me....
i jz oway tink like i m soli 2 her...
wif other gal photograph i sure cant so hapi de...
nt same when i photo wif her..
at o de trip i go along wif her i feel tat i veli hapi...
i feel o our sacrifice is worth de...
hehe...
refresh hw i start chasing her is so funny...
haha...
tat is in form 6...
when i kno she wif her previous bf nt 2gather d...
i feel is de time 2 chasing her d coz i d start like her from form 5...
n i b rejected so many time...
she say she dun like me...
bt i stil keep chasing her...
i duno y...
mayb i love her too much kua...
den when i kno she wil go in matrik...
i d pray i oso can go along wif her...
haha...
wif god bless me...
i get it oso..
den i oway 2gather wif her...
in library, eat lunch, buy vitagen 4 her n 1 most important is...
is she stand at her rum outside 2 c me trainig basketball...
i feel so warm tat time...
den bad ting cum...
she get de penguruan course...
i kno tis is her dream so i nt say wan she stay at matrik...
i let her go 4 her future...
othough i dun wan like tis...
i cant b selfish ma..
when she wan go out d... she hug me...
i feel so nervous tat time...
haha...
4get smt... b4 tis v oso gt go outing 2 kuantan...
jz v 2 ppl onli...
tat oso a sweet memories 2 me...
coz tat is de 1st time i hold her hand...
den she go out matrik n left a letter 2 me...
tis make me feel so sad...
den i oso keep chasing her...
wif msg n cal...
haha...
so stupid ar me...
bt i tink tis is worth...
at last at 1st of october v 2gather d...
den v go date...
she cum trip wif me 4 de 1st...
v go tc, ecm, bmm..
so hapi...
den second is v go kl...
v stay at soon aunt house...
v go many place n she noh buy a lot of ting...
walau e...
bt i stil hapi...
den is chinese new year...
v bec hometown...
v spend a lot of time 2 go out 2gather...
n tat is de 1st time she willing 2 play bol wif me...
haha...
den is a trip again...
tis is de most memorble coz v photo a lot...
v go sp, cp, jm...
den v go eat a lot of ting...
haha...
o of tis is sweet memories 2 me...
i wil nt 4get...
i wil keep it in my brain 4ever...
n i so soli oway make her angry...
mayb tis is de last post i wil write bout her if v ltr wil pisah...
she wil oway in my heart...
no one can replace her...
i love her...
tis is a fact...
cant change d...
ltr c hw is going on den i wil choose de better way 2 settle tis problem...
if i c pisah is better, i wil pisah 4 de sake of her gd...
if i c pisah nt a gd way sure i wil nt pisah...
c de situation la...
i love her..
hope she wil b hapi 4ever...
hope o her dream wil cum true...
hope her future wil b veli bright...
tis 3 hope is my dream n i tink it wil b realise...
o de best 2 her...
gambateh....