DUno

duno... duno...
i duno everyting...
y i should kno...?
apologise i d apologise...
i d say is misunderstanding ma...
y i so care bout her feeling...?
i duno..
when i kno she nt hapi o wat...
i reali like nei jiu de...
heart nt feel well...
nw...
my utm letter nt cum out yet...
wan do wat oso duno..
fan fan fan fan...

huh..

wan go uni oso a lot of ting 2 do..
dun kno hw..
confusing n tension...
fan fan fan fan....
every1 can help me?
huh..
duno hw apply..
duno wat 2 do...
no 1 can talk wif...
tis hurt...
everyting in heart cant say out...
huh...

besT Fren

i n her wil go along wif use best fren...
best fren o fren... i duno...
bt i wil share my ting 2 her...
i wil make sure i can help my family in their difficulty...
no tink...
n dun tink d...
nw my ting r a lot...
anyting i oso hv 2 do...
tension n stress...
bt i wil do it well...
next time meet her jz tink wanna try o nt lo...
haha... ^^

NothINg

boring...
bored.. bored... bored...
talk from yesterday...
yesterday gt a ppl say 2 me...
can say is an wei me lo...
huh...
i oso kena ppl an wei...
haha..
she say next time find a ppl love me more than i love de ppl...
everyone oso wan like tis...
bt to me i dun tink so...
coz y can find a ppl love me same wif i love tat ppl?
if de ppl love me more than i move her...
i tink i wil b de 1 who can break 1st lo...
if like tat wil b more ppl feel dwn lo...
huh... :(
i tink mayb is me love her more than she love me kua...
den she kno i stil tink bout her...
actually nw i cant b alone...
if nt wil simply tink....
she tel me worth meh i stil tink bout her?
bt to me...
tis is feel...
i cant do anyting...
it cum 2 me automaticly....
mayb i stil no put dwn o kua...
mz jia you o...
den cum to 2day pulok...
my body tat get snake cum serious d...
duno y it start 2 cum again..
nw de me cant predict wat wil happen 2ml...
mayb wil gd...
mayb nt...
huh..
if like tat pass away i oso duno hw 2 do..
life oso nt totally xiang shou....
mz keep positive ar chyuan...
jia you...
everyone hv it hapi ting...
bt y tis few month i oway unhapi?
y? y? y?
nw no nid kno la...
kno oso cant help anyting...
chyuan...
u mz gambateh...
i oway believe after rain wil gt beautiful rainbow de...
i can pass it de....
jia you...

StUpId

i m so stupid..
i duno y...
mayb tis is fate kua...
haha...
2 day b4 yesterday...
i so stupid go ajok her go out...
i d kno de ans...
bt i stil go ajok...
haha...
at last failure cum 2 me...
actually i jz wan gv her bec her phone...
i..
huh...
duno hw 2 say...
mayb i should change sum plan...
cal ppl like fren gv her bec?
o when gathering gv?
bt when gathering wil paise le...
huh...
sucks... brain stuck d....
like me oway unlucky...
like 2day..
i go eat mangis...
i like fruit bt i duno mangis can harm my body...
coz i gt snake at my body...
so i cant eat smt tat gt toksik...
so nw feel pain lo..
huh...
1 month d....
oso cant recover...
from i break til nw...
tis snake oso along...
hw jz can recover?
i duno...
doctor go c twice d....
tey say me tension...mz release...mz relax..
bt i jz gt problem at relationship ting...
mayb i nt totally 4get lui kua...
bt mz gv me time ma...
go c chinese wan...
tey say i simply eat...
huh..
i d everyday eat vege plus rice onli..
so kelian...
bt tey say me like tat...
i miss chicken la..
huh...
i hope o unlucky ting go away faster...
hope lucky cum bec...
huh... :(

BaD DaY

a bad day...
2 bad day...
3 bad day...
bad day... bad day... bad day....
recently i cant b hapi...
i make my self hapi, tink bout hapi...
bt o fail...
when gt ppl i can b usual...
can smile...
bt when alone...
huh...
life is like tat...
mayb i should pass smt like tat de gua...
yesterday gt gathering...
bt i go... tey o ask me relationship ting...
bt i oso duno hw 2 ans...
at ter nt c her....
mayb she is avoiding me kua...
nw i d try put dwn o de ting le...
phone wil gv her bec...
o she gv me de ting i d keep d...
yesterday soon say 2 me...
she dun like ppl fan her de...
bt i d fan her so long...
so she dun wan accept me...
nw i kno de reason d...
huhu...
say wan 4gt oso hard...
sumtime drive alone oso simply tink...
gt 2 time wan accident d...
luckily ntg happen.. so dangerous...
nw i n her losing contact d...
signal o gone...
n i kno mayb i dissapoint her a lot so i jz get smt like tis...
nvm la...
hope it can pass..
mayb next time dun wan gt date d la...
1 ppl mayb wil nt get hurt anymore...
jia you...
i kno chyuan can do it de...
gambateh...

day 15

15 day can say much oso can say jz a few...
it jz 2 week n a day...
bt to me...
its much...
i live in suffer tis 15 day...
nobody can share wif... nt like previous...
i...
tis few day she study much... sleep onli 2 hour...
like tis she sure veli weak...
like tis she sure veli stress...
like tis she sure veli helpless...
bt tis few day i oway msg her...
disturb her...
othough i jz wan 2 b recover...
bt wat i do is wrong...
i should gv her time 2 study...
gv her time 2 release her tension...
i kno tis time she sure dun wan me help her...
n her dun wan my help...
i wan do o de ting 2 her...
i can b sacrifice...
i wan take a gd result 2 her...
bt i cant do it...
i study study study o de time oso cant use...
mayb i nt gd in tis subject...
i wan talk 2 her...
bt cant....
hope she can do her exam well...
i wan keep o de memory bt i cant...
nw i keep a ting a ting into de box...
2day i keep de letter...
de valentine letter...
so sweet so nice...
haha...
bt i cant hv it d...
duno 2ml wat wil i keep...
2day keep 1 ting i d hv my tears...
it hurt...
bt day i oso hv 2 pass..
jia you ar darling...
u sure can pass well in ur exam de...
jia you.... o de best...
tis is my wishes...